1st t0 start off with this is that my dad's birthday is coming up... And i wanted to throw a suprise birthday party for my father and I dont it just seem that i had to do all the work and i didn't really wanna talk to my siblings but then i call my father crying and I don't know what has been going on with me and you know i just wish that i could still throw my father a party my dad deserve this party as much as my mom when she turn 50 but i don't know i want my dad to be haappy and not sad or hurt or what not but I love my father even through we aren't that close so I guess one day I will become close to both of my parents well here is my dad when he was 39 but wow i can believe it that I am getting there.... in age even though im goin only be 18 but i am not a maybe no more going to be a baby lol still will i hope everything works out iight love you all
